At first when people says they don't know what they have don or what they are doing it become lie.
so why do you start by helping your self by doing what you fill is the right?......... The first step will be your decision to live it by good or war. it must be by force whether you like it or not, if you need help you then you must admit you need the help be for the help comes so that is how you decision must.
Second you must be willing to do it no matter the cost. some times it becomes your greatest challenge in life. and some times it cost you things you never wanna let go of and take every thing from you and left you useless and hopeless but what matters is that you never let go still hold on to it if all your suffering wroth it and think of your new pages of life and fun.
The last but not the list never give up just move up to you hope. Heaven help those who help them self's, that is one thing life can not denier us God has already given us help by saying ask and it shall be given to you, seek and you shall fine and knock it shall be open to you.
At all cost you got to do what you must do best and leave the rest to God.
Thank's...........
